I dont know what it is. [really i do though right] but this life has been getting on my nerves [but im not suicidal though, so dont trip]. im out here trying to live & shit, trying to find something to keep money in my pocket. trying to find money period. whats with the understanding that society doesnt want a person like me working to get what i need? i dont know man, maybe im being unrealistic or stubborn, cuz i know i can be like that sometimes. but man, why i gota cut my hair to fit in?!?!?!?
I know im not the best candidate based on my unwillingness to sacrifice or conform, but shouldnt life or existence or the environment have some kind of path to follow for people who dont see reason enough to give up what they've got? I think again that I am my own worst/worse enemy. but fuck it, I'll come to a decision some day. for now. fuck the establishment. fuck the system. and fuck the american government. oh yeah, and fuck the police. ANARCHY_|+>
